30 September 2009

Karma


Dearest Bloggers
I have a little question for you. Do you believe in karma? Well until this year I didn't, I just thought it was b*llshit! A lot of crap as I would say. But because we started this year studying philosophy in my Greek class, I said to myself-Lisa give it at chance, open your mind to it, maybe all that nonsense isn't as fake as you think it is- so that's what I did, I opened my mind and let Karma flow inside my head. Now we were a couple of weeks later and I still didn't see the point of it all. So what!! I don't need to believe everything my teacher says. But this weekend the strangest thing happened to me. (Here comes my weird story)
It was Friday-evening and I went with some of my friends to the theater. It was a great night and we decided that it was too beautiful to end. So we stopped at a local pub and drank some wine-beer. The mood was really good but one of my friends needed to go home it was already 12 o'clock and he was with his bike and probably needed an hour to get home. But for me the night was still young. Aram, a friend dropped me of at R&B. Where my other friends were waiting for me. Our night started and we got blasted . After a couple drinks I kissed the ex of a good friend of mine. What I didn't know was that my friend was still in love with that girl so I really screwed up big time and I was so angry at myself! Luckily it turned out well and we're still good friends, that doesn't mean that at the time I really felt bad about it. So when the night ended and I got home everything was still fine with me. But Saturday-afternoon I got ill,
very ill! The doctors said that I had a bacterial infection, and they couldn't find the cause of my illness. Believe me freely when I say that this was my punishment for my behavior Friday-night. I stayed in bed for 4 days, 4 f*cking days!! My friends know that is like hell itself for me!!!!!!!! Karma's a bitch! So if you ask me now if I believe in Karma, I will say without a doubt yes, no I will shout it, scream it of the rooftops!! God was laughing at me those four days I'm sure of it!!

24 September 2009

Teasing

My favorite quote of the week and it will probably be my favorite for a very long time!



...mmm let's just go to the fucking part and skip the rest.

19 September 2009

Wrong Decision



"You loved me?"

"Of course I did."

"Then why did you leave me?"

"We left each other, remember."

"Yeah... Tell me again, why we did that."

"Because it was time."

"Right."

"I still love you, you know."

"Mmm I know"


13 September 2009

Stuck


I'm moving on; back to reality

To the place where there is no you and me

Just regrets about the things we never said

Things like

how much I loved you and how much you loved me

but most of all how much we loved each other

At least you can still escape to our dreams

I on the other hand am stuck in our reality. 



07 September 2009

Prisoner


It's like I'm locked up
in my head, trying to escape.
A prisoner 
inside my own body,
and your the guard
avoiding me to run away.
Thoughts of you are being played 
inside my soul. I'm going crazy,
cause the only thing
I can think about is you.
You're my drug 
and I need to face it,
I'm the addicted one.

04 September 2009

Take a look.


Look inside my heart
and you will find a secret place
reserved for you
and you alone...


Look inside my soul
and you will feel my love
washing in waves over every moment
of our sharing...

Look inside my thoughts
and you will see silver stars
dancing our names across the heavens...

Look inside my life
and you will know
that love has etched your name
on my very soul.



03 September 2009

Photography IV


Dearest bloggers,

I know it sounds boring 
but I have posted my 4th list 
of pictures I hope you like them!!
And again leave some comments please!!!

(All we need is a little hope)

(An angel)

(I have a dream)

(Number 32816)

(Rose, Jackie Kennedy)

(Stairway to heaven)